Remember when I passed out at an architects show and some guy had to carry me out lol
Everything hurts, can’t stop crying, can’t stop being sick, I just want all this to blow over but I know that it never fucking will unless I physically do something about it. I act so careless and casual all the time like this shit doesn’t phase me but I can’t sleep at night cause I’m worried and nobody will ever understand and here’s the only place I can pointlessly rant about ‘it’
